the word 'love' is too little to express what I am feeling now... This is something much bigger than me, he's my sunshine, I'd give up everything just to hear he saying that he would stay by my side. I can't imagine spending a whole month without him with me, to protect me and to hold me when I feel scared. He's getting more and more handsome to me, and each day I can feel we closer and closer. I think that from now on, I'll be happier. I'll be stronger. I'll be with him. now and forever, it doesn't matter what 'forever' means.